omo. heard that my second passed away yesterday due to a stroke and no one was at home so they only found out when a neighbour came over to invite him to play mahjong. so scary la. and ah ma is overseas somemore. she and sa yi are rushing to get back. the wake is on wed.

i feel so traumatised and guilty. life is so short, we dont even know our own coming and going. thank God that He is my saviour and in Him i have eternal life because of what he did on the cross. but the rest of the maternal family do not know him as their saviour yet and even ji gu also didnt know. even tho they may have attended my mum's wake which had a pastor sharing, i dont think any of them accepted him then. and i feel as though the responsibility lies on my shoulders, to do my job as a child of God which is to share the gospel with them. this coming wed is porbably the best opportunity i can find and im really praying for God to use me and that i wont disappoint him. i dont want to see them go to hell one by one without hearing the gospel being shared.

on side note, went for edmund's baptism yesterday with the cg. and went to eat jalan kayu prata. the guys ate super alot la. and it was fun talking nonsense with all of them. like 3 girls and 14 guys?! haha. cos only me sarah and chrystal went. but we all had a good laugh im sure (: the bill amounted to 117 bucks. goodness. i bet it was all the nasi and murtabak. hahah.

oh yeah went swimming too in the morning with dad. i think i've got terrible techniques. haha. then went for a haircut before yf. yup.

oh the man of my life is finally back! but he's sleeping now. haha. who? my dad la, of course. my bro not man yet. haha

the weather's so hot again. i feel like going swimming haha. skipped physics mock. cant be bothered to test myself when im not prepared.

today is such a bad day. it just is

woke up late, got caught in the jam and rain, mr soh kept asking me questions during econs when my mind was not working, physics was just :/

aiya dunno la. it's just one of those days. one of those leave-me-alone days. tmr got phy mock. i really wonder how im gonna get myself back on track for As. super scared. can't wait for this to end. then i can go do fun relaxing stuff.

itchy itchy scratchy scratchy

ah. i don't like the weather. so says the potential singaporean quitter.

cos of the heat and humidity been getting rashes all week. so itchy and im trying very hard to not scratch but the itch is just so unbearable. its even on my wrists now. and my medication are expired so i dont dare to use. hopefully di can get the cream today from the pharmacy. and i want to sleep in aircon at night but im afraid that i'll end up with a bad sinus in the morning. rah.

mr chia is on reservice so mr sia is taking his place for the next 2 weeks. my goodness. he's a good teacher but the qns we did today were so chim. my brain switched off after a while. it was so draining. 30+ days to the big A's.

STUDY!

oh, no babe. haha. baae tho. just left with gp which will be returned today. was supposed to go eat prata with siew min today but the weather looks quite threatening even tho it hasnt rained here after so long but she said her place is pouring. oh well. maybe i'll msg her again later to check. but anw still going to her place to study tgt. yup.

went for russell's choir concert yesterday. think the selection of songs were really good. and i especially liked the songs that were picked from 'the secret garden'. the girl's voice was really so sweet. i really loved that piece.

oh, went for lunch with gloria and wynn too after service. ate at pastamania then like muggers went back to study. sad. haha. i went to cheryl's place with eugene and chrystal. on 52 to her house, we were talking about theme park rides. the conversation was highly amusing. haha. chrystal and auntie gracie made custard puffs for us. nice (: and i think the 3 of us who were studying got so stressed doing maths. my goodness. almost pulled my hair out.

met daddy for thai food before heading to vch.

looks like it has started raining so i guess no prata ): oh well, enough unhealthy food for me alr.

aye, looks like a might end up with babe for my results again. haha. hope not though.

today was a sleepy day in sch.

blogger template is so irritating now. i give up trying to do my own skin. its super fussy about all the html stuff.


anw, went shopping yesterday after the paper (: fruitful! haha. got a pair of skinnys, a pair of shorts and a top all for $53 (: