zz. didnt sleep well last night even tho the weather was oh so yummy

had problems sleeping so only had 6 hours max, had 2 dreams which were nonsensical. didnt feel too strong when i had to get up this morning. bleah. i was really feeling horrible and aching.

and then i went to school, looking forward to spending time with God during morning worship, looking to seek His deliverance from this emotional bondage, to put on His armour that shields me from the devil's crap. and it was good (: cos i know You love me so and You are worthy of more than i could ever give to anyone, more than him, more than my friends.

even though last night didnt go down too well, i'm glad i can find love in God alone (:

but it still makes me wonder why i keep hurting you, keep hurting myself. the feeling is just so painful but i can't express it. God, come and fill that gap.

was so distracted and seh today cos of the lack of rest.