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i dread gg to work this week... living in denial now and avoiding thoughts of that. haha

it's not the work that i dread but more of the happenings :S why is it so complicated man. i dont really like how things are being discussed here. ah wells. LEAVING SOOON! 18 DAYS ONLY!

ooh, yesterday's 'from the inside out' was scary. but overall i felt that i could have done better. thanks for the encouragements (: im beginning to identify that feeling of when you wanna do smth and you wanna do it well, but the motivation is not fully there and you dont put as much effort into it as you can, and at the end of it you regret not doing so. tsk, that is bad.

i am getting a sore throat.

last week was pretty good cos glory and i had lunch with amy and sharon for thurs and fri and it felt really normal (like the good ol' days) and happy (: yay they're coming again this week! (: hahah. we had the duck at amy's house, sat at the same table, ate the same thing, talked nonsense (as usual). it really brought inner joy to glory and i (hurhur).