been feeling somewhat antisocial and hesitant towards gg to aust. not that im not looking forward to it, but im beginning to create some ideas of my future classmates which i am not liking and what kind of people i'll be spending the next 6 years of my school life with. yeah. then there's all the paperwork that i have yet to settle. dunno. becoming very kanchiong about the preparation :S just being my antisocial self. paceyyy, i miss you ):

work the past 3 days has been enjoyable, distracting to a good extent that i take my mind off the fact that im leaving in slighty more than a month. 3 consecutive morning shifts have led me to know regular customers better. (: saw yanhan today too (: had gail's bday party as well. it was nice, in terms of just having the level together enjoying company. walked the dogs. my hands hurt now cos they are so strong. haha.

2-3 more cello lessons left ): i'll miss having her as my teacher. and tootsie of course (O:

i have 4 painful ulcers in my mouth; i need to do smth about my diet; i need to start packing my room; ugh. bleah.

faith-defining feeling and fact?

i want to tear my hair out now. (no, not really)